Goodbye world :* #book #music #chocolate :)
Kinda awkward when our eyes met each other. It surprises me because of his eyes. It was like a connection of starnger who seems we know each other and he was trying to recignize me. I want to stop for a moment to know he’s name. But my senses ate me so I was the one who broke the eye to eye connection.
His face continued to play at the back of my mind. His side burn beard, shaved hair, his gray eyes, and hus radiant aura. I dont have any plans to look for a guy at the middle of the night but it was this thing that etched along ny way. I want to look back but it would be obvious that I like him.
So I went on a stomach dream land street were gourmets and kitchenettes are countless in here. Verry tempting, so I decided to wash my mouth to remove my coffee taste. I don’t know what to chose first and where to fall in line first. Pizza, burger, Italian, Chinese, hotdogs, fries, and a line of blockbuster food carts. Then I line with the Mexican choices. Seven more to go then I can have my tortilla filled with beef strips oozed with cheese and leafy vegetables which I can consume for an hour. Then I found a perfect seat to enjoy my food. I seat where I can see all these midnight people strolling in this city.
I see midnight shift workers, party food hunters, skaters, happy teens who seems like they escaped from their curfews, men couples celebrating their anniversary with their friends, dating love birds, and what attract bme the most was a table of family which I remember back to my country that we do these night hangouts nothing to do but to stroll and find a perfect place to bond. I now know why I was there. I was there because it reminds me that I used to be in this kind of place and now that I am alone.
I am alone but I’m not lonely. I chose to be alone to escape. I decided to go because I need to find my self. And it I dont know where to start… TBC
I was dreaming of a pathway wherein I walk wearing a comfy white pants, comfy white top, comfy bedroom slippers, and having my headphones stuck on my ears playing my favorite tracks. walking on a side ways where the cars go pass one by one. no traffic. dancing stoplights. smelling roasted coffee beans, yellow dim lights on the newly baked bread, and hearing 12am people having a chichat on the first corner of the pathway I am walking.
I stop to have my coffee-to-go on, I walk along with lighted trees on my side. seventy-five trees as a count them every nine step along my way while holding my espresso. the path is relaxing as I enjoy my beverage. what i love along this way, are those cars who pass me by and they do not exceed like 20km/hr. the weather match my coffee.
Along my way, i turn another right, I saw a women having also a walk with her three little cute husky puppies. I blocked them so I can touch those three pups. I let them lick my hands cause I know they like the warmness of my hands as I put my coffee aside. I hate to say goodbye to those three pups and I wish I can spend little more minutes but I seems like I am consuming the bonding moments of the woman with her pups so I decided to grab my coffee again and say goodbye to the woman then continue my walk.
I turn left. I saw a two girls who seems having a good time with each other. having the same clipclop of their stilettos, I can hear their foreign conversation and like a ghostly feeling, I cant understand what they are saying but I can sense that they seems like sisters sharing stories. then I gave them a smile.
On my way, I saw a guy with a noticeable side burn shave, on his leather jacket, don’t know if he is on an errand, tall as I am andI was attracted by his aura and I wish he could join walking with me. but he hold taps his phone and I don’t know where he will go. we passed by each other. and as I continue my walk, after a five steps, I gave him a glimpse and surprisingly, he is already staring at me then… TBC
What keeps bugging us is this feeling. the feeling you don’t know what is inside your mind. it’s like yes, you have something you want to do… but in time you will have conclusions that No… I don’t have something to do.
Reason for this is that we think too much. We plan too much… it’s like there is a whole sheet of doodle inside of our mind. we cannot arrange things accordingly inside of us.
Drink water, get a ball, and play outside. get shoe, have a stretch, and do a meter dash. stand up in front of this monitor, shop for some ingredients, and make a some tasty.
…the feeling you are comfortable with a random person, a person gave you words of wisdom, who you can talk about life without knowing who you are, an introvert person that you can trust your feeling, a guy who seems you want to give a hug every night you say good night, the one you can share the moon forever, a man you can be with forever… and then the feeling you will fall in love.
it is indeed a good day today :)) I met so many professionals at our open house event and we made series of reservation. I am so lucky to be part of DMCIHOMES at my very young age. I am able to socialize with different classes of people and its a great experience made possible by my cousin. I know some day I will be like them I am very inspired to finish my degree and make my own step. Thankful of course with the helpful hands of agents and managers that some point I feel belong to them. :)